Lying sick in bed for almost a week gives you the opportunity to slow down and to think about your life (a little bit).
I’ll turn 38 this year and honestly, this scares the crap out of me! It’s not getting older that sucks. Looking older is what’s so annoying. And the fact that I don’t feel any wiser or more mature. I thought this would come with time. But nope! I’m still feeling immature and insecure. I wish I would be more confident about myself but I am not.
My life has become quite busy. Work is now the dominant part of it and I don’t think I like it that way. Don’t get me wrong: I love my job! But I have the feeling that it is consuming me. Even in my spare time I think about work and this exhausts me. I do have social contacts but quite often I’m glad if I don’t have to communicate after work. Odd, isn’t it?
I miss photography, I miss strolling through the streets, I miss reading books, I miss my pen pals, I miss writing proper blogs …
So, I think it’s time for a change now. Or soon I will be a frustrated old spinster! ;)
First of all I “re-activate” this tumblr blog. I got my account in November 2009 and back than it contained much more written blog entries than it does now. In the last months it became rather a platform for reblogging funny pictures from the internet. I enjoy those pics very much but I think it’s time to rediscover the joy of writing. :)